Sinking

SINKING

I am feeling so cold
I feel lonely
Losing all hope in love
Slowly slowly
                          There's no one to
                          Hold my hand
                          All inroads to my heart
                          Seem to be banned

Why I never stop hoping
Why I never stop looking
Why every effort that I make
Goes down as if a ship is sinking


                                                                  (1)
Everything around me is moving so fast
Why every time hope dies last
Is there no one who is meant for me
I build expectations and then get left aghast


Why I never stop hoping
Why I never stop looking
Why every effort that I make
Goes down as if a ship is sinking

                                                                  (2)
Being single is not so great
Every nice person is a bait
To lure you in the world of love
And you start expecting a true date

Why I never stop hoping
Why I never stop looking
Why every effort that I make
Goes down as if a ship is sinking

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Alone

I know it's been a long time since I posted any song here. Like I mentioned in one of the posts that I have been running busy due to shifting to US and starting with the grad school. Finally, while traveling to school, I managed to write this. Hope you guys like this. Would love some feedback :)
Have a great day guys!

ALONE

Sometimes, I feel that 

Time is just passing by

I feel so empty

And I even don't know why

Maybe it's that love has deserted me 

Maybe cupid has not struck for me

Seems like things are going haywire

I am alone and fed up of liars

(1)

Wonder why so much pain

I try to lessen it but all in vain

Broken trust and fake assurance

Somebody please give me reassurance

That it's not what it seems to be 

I can still take a step ahead

Without any fear of losing myself

And starting it all over again

(2)

I have hurt myself enough

Even truths seem to be bluff

I am strong but brittle too

Wonder if ever dream love would come true

Meet so many people who say I am nice

Then why do they leave me in a vice

Of isolation, cheating and lies

"Perhaps", someday I too will meet someone nice

Alone by Vishesh Kumar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License

Message

Hi Guys,
                  It's been a busy month for me as I moved to the United States. I have started working on a few songs that will be published soon on the blog. Keep a close watch till then. Happy weekend!

Tomorrow

TOMORROW

Why do you care

What anyone thinks about you

They notice coz you are rare

So why to fear if you are walking alone

You tread a different path

Which makes you unique

Just don't pay heed to their 

Sarcasm and prejudiced psyche

Just believe in yourself

You are alright

There's nothing wrong with you

Wrong are the narrow minds 

Put a step forward not behind 

Don't keep your ID aside 

Coz there's a better coming tomorrow

oh...tomorrow

( 1)

You are made butt of all jokes 

People call you crazy

You expect your day to be good 

But things turn out to be hazy

Some show fake sympathy

To show that they stand for your rights 

But where their support takes off

When you are dragged into non essential fights

Tomorrow by Vishesh Kumar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License

Namaste! Hola! Hey! Greetings! Hallo!
I know that past couple of songs have been on a tragic side as these songs come straight from my heart and reflect my mood, but something has rejuvenated me and here is a welcome relief for all of you :) This is a romantic song, perhaps you can dedicate it to your date haha ;) Happy reading :)

TODAY..TOMORROW..FOREVER

Not a day goes by

When I don’t think of you

Not a moment passes by

When I don’t miss you

                You have given me not one

               But a thousand reasons to smile

              You are that special one

             Without whom I can’t survive

My days start with your smile

And nights end with your hugs

You make my world complete

You are the one whom I love

I don’t need words to express

What I feel for you

You are in my thoughts

And my heart’s address that’s you

And it won't change ..today..tomorrow..forever

(1)

Through all highs and lows

Through each crest and trough

I won’t leave your hand

Even if the skies get rough

    I don’t care what people say

    You are the one that matters the most

    My lifeline is your love

    I won’t let you go at any cost

(2)

When the darkness would ever fall

I will be your ray of light

We will spin web of sweetest memories

And catch only the things that are right

                Our love will grow stronger day by day

                Tough times will test us time and again

                If I had million lives

                I would be with you again and over again

Today..Tomorrow..Forever by Vishesh Kumar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License.

Thanks to all the viewers who make me feel that my songs are getting better :) Keep up the support! Have a great weekend 

This song is somewhat different in pattern from my other songs. Let me know what you guys think of it :

TAKE WHAT IS LEFT OF ME

Again I found myself 

In the realms of darkness where there's no light

I try to forget but always fail 

Nothing now brings me respite

Your promises, they rusted away
Your memories haven't faded
I try to control but lose it all
I drown in lonely waters that can't be waded

You brought me miseries
Now I am a bygone mystery
Thought we would be future
But now I am no more than a history

I wanted to live but you took my soul
I wanted to love but you stabbed my heart
Damage now done to the extent
I don't know where to start

You said you would stand by my side
But now look you swayed me aside
You could have said it upfront
What was the need to play seek and hide

As the pale leaves rustle away
and odds turn against me
I gave you what I had already, do me a favor

Take what is left of me
Take what is left of me
Take what is left of me

Wish That This Never Happened by Vishesh Kumar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License

It's the latest list of views across the globe and I want to say thanks to all of you for reading my songs. It's a humble request that you all give me feedback about my songs as this would help me write even better. 

Here's the latest list of views. 

United States	2317
India	750
Russia	206
Germany	161
Ukraine	36
France	30
Indonesia	18
Poland	15
Vietnam	14
United Kingdom	11

Thanks a ton to all of you :) Please, do give me feedback on the songs.

WISH THAT THIS NEVER HAPPENED

Now you don't need to be worried

It's okay even if you buried

Feelings for me 

No need to feel sorry 

You were always in a hurry 

To leave me behind 

Stop pretending like you ever cared for me

Stop refreshing the scars only you could have given

I promise I would save you the trouble 

Of distancing me , but you'd be never forgotten 

(1)

When the darkness was sweeping over,
No light ray came from your so called heart of gold,
I had asked only for your support,
You did give me shoulder but that too cold
                Come out of the catacombs of lies
                Nothing would deceive me now
                Perhaps one day you would realize
                The pain that drags me down

(2)

Telling me stories all the time 

Wish you could have been real

Instead of making a mockery of my emotions

We could have sealed the deal

               Now that I lie shattered

               I realize we were never on the same page
               Perhaps now you'd add me to your anecdotes
               But I deserved more than just your initial craze

Wish That This Never Happened by Vishesh Kumar is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License

Happy New Year to everyone :) Let's hope that this year turns out to be much better than the previous year and we get to see some of the best music around the world :)